For the Love of Jelly Beans!
The Jelly Bean growing in my belly has decided to grow a bit and since this belly of mine has expanded for two other little miracles...I guess it knows what it is doing...at least that is what I am telling myself. This morning I went back to look at pictures of my belly at 20 weeks with Charley and basically there was no belly yet. My belly today looks like my belly around 25-27 weeks with Charley. FRIGHTENING! What am I going to look like at 30 weeks....or 37 weeks? AHHHH!
Anyways, depending on what I wear I think I can look more or less pregnant. Last night at a soccer game another gal wass pregnant and due January 18th...she couldn't tell I was pregnant. I have two dresses that I have enjoyed wearing this first chunk of the journey and now with some belly showing I can tell that the dresses make me look more pregnant than I am...because I can still fit into my normal jeans...etc. Anyways...enough of me trying to rationalize that I am not going to explode around Thanksgiving time...
And I am betting that in the very near future I will have bangs. I can not stand this growing out process and every time I wear a headband or pony tail holder to tie them out of my face, Henry looks at me with an unsure face and repeatedly asks me "what dat mama?"